highschool

well highschool, its a been a slice. i will miss you.. as painful as it is for me to say it, you've had some pretty good times come out of you... i've got to say.. gr. 10 and 11 were the good years. Grade nine.. well grade nine... you guys know how that is.. and gr. 12... everyone is bitchez. no one is accepting anymore whether it being to the new girl or the exchange student or what not, and if you want to be accepted you have to change yourself.. i've seen that a lot lately. I've went through friends in highschool... some of them being my very bestest that i miss dearly but everything happens for a reason right? I cant complain though, because since i lost some of my friends i've gained or become closer with so many others, that i hope i stay in touch with, cause they are the greatest.. but... now what? what happens now that highschools over? Cant wait to see what will happen! here i come university!!

bestfriend?

what does it mean to be or have a bestfriend?
people say "omg your my bestfriend.." or expressions like that all the time. but what does it mean to actually have one?
i feel lost. i dont have this bestfriend, i did, i dont anymore
i know have a empty hole it feels like.
i just want a bestfriend again.