highschool

well highschool, its a been a slice. i will miss you.. as painful as it is for me to say it, you've had some pretty good times come out of you... i've got to say.. gr. 10 and 11 were the good years. Grade nine.. well grade nine... you guys know how that is.. and gr. 12... everyone is bitchez. no one is accepting anymore whether it being to the new girl or the exchange student or what not, and if you want to be accepted you have to change yourself.. i've seen that a lot lately. I've went through friends in highschool... some of them being my very bestest that i miss dearly but everything happens for a reason right? I cant complain though, because since i lost some of my friends i've gained or become closer with so many others, that i hope i stay in touch with, cause they are the greatest.. but... now what? what happens now that highschools over? Cant wait to see what will happen! here i come university!!

bestfriend?

what does it mean to be or have a bestfriend?
people say "omg your my bestfriend.." or expressions like that all the time. but what does it mean to actually have one?
i feel lost. i dont have this bestfriend, i did, i dont anymore
i know have a empty hole it feels like.
i just want a bestfriend again.

poop

i wish i could make direct blogs or status about someone without it being morally wrong. like
"today __ was being a huge bitch"
if i wrote that, people would act like i just shot their first born son/daughter.
ugh

people are bitchez

i think im like my coworker leah.. im beginning to hate human civilization.. not like i wanna kill everyone,.. no no not in that sense but more in the sense that.. people just dont know how to think and it drives me insane... like people who you think are your friends.
yah
i realized today that most people only have really two main good friends who are always there.. the rest are just filler, yes.. filler like that stuff they put in easter baskets so it looks like you have more in there.. but ya really dont..

on a better note.
i leave in 10 days hell ya!! i couldnt be any more excited. i wish i was going with other friends too tho, oh well! ill hopefully still have a good time.

bored,,,,,,dont wanna CLEAN

my dad just made me clean my room and the only reason by i did it..
was cause he threatened me with the laptop.. REALLY. you cant say no to that...
ANYWAYS i had to spend most of my day cleaning my room which was a TERRIBLE MESS!!!! im serious SOO MESSY! you couldnt even walk around.. and now im sitting here not knowing what to do with my life cause i dont feel like cleaning anymore.
i think im gunna have some ice cream cake.. mmm :)

DAMN i should have taken before and after photos..... :(

SLEEP

WELL SO..
i had a really good sleep, kinda.
i mean
i fell asleep like a baby but woke up in the middle of the night just because my music was left on.. it wasn't too bad. i fell asleep like a baby right after.
SOMEHOW when i was waking up i sensed it in my dream.. i could feel myself falling out of sleep, this has never happened before. CRAZY

i had the weirdest freaking dream too. I WAS PREGNANT. oh my god. i never ever wanna be pregnant.. it was so scary. i was 4 weeks or something and i had this little bump already and i couldn't even decide if i wanted the baby or not. it actually scared the crap out of me! never having kids anytime soon that's forsure.

birthdays

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! you are the big 4-0 today!!! have a good one, thank you for everything you've done for me i appreciate it all a lot!! i hope you enjoy your big day!! :) LOVE YOU!

90210

90210 in t-10 minutes DONT LET ME DOWN BB!!!!!!

GG and 90210

WELCOME BACK GOSSIP GIRL! its been so long since you've been on...and i've missed you sooo much!! welcome back bb!! too bad i work and i cant watch it... but here we go PVR!!! also tomorrow.. WELCOME BACK 90210
too bad i leave in a month and my shows are just coming back on now! :( im so excited to watch what i can tho!! WOOT WOOT
tv shows,oh how you've made my week.

today was ight. should've done homework tho....

hellllllooo!!
so today i went tobogganing, brunch and walmart!! All the snow was melting at the hill for tobogganing so it wasnt the hill wasnt the good but the time was amazing! Even tho the hill is a biznatch to climb!!!
So i did that with Jana her boyfriend Renny, Nicole and bree and her boyfriend tyler, who i met for the first time, hes a kewwwwl guy! i approve breeskis.
At walmart i got the sweetest clothes!!! they have such nice clothes i was sooo impressed!! and their so cheap i loved my life!! and then brunch was brunch with my fam so typical. hahah serious. my grandma is hillarious. also i got to expierence my mom being the funny ass driver she is.. bahahah
i also have been addicted to the song bedrock by young money ALL DAY and i mean all day it has been playing in my ear!!
BUT im gunna hit the hay or go watch the glass house i havent decided yet...
HMM
goodnight WORLD!

bitch off.

HAHAH k so i had a fight with dad today cause he was being a lil biz%@#%@^. ya. i was showing him my toe and he was like ew gross. uh dont you wanna see what just happened to your daughter? apparently he doesnt, he's a baby i guess. ANYWAYS i found this weird little thing to show him from my toe and hes like "THATS SO DISGUSTING WHY ARE YOU SHOWING ME? well uh maybe cause i just got it done? and i wanted to see if its normal, fug. ANYWAYS he freaks out i say screw you and he says "BITCH OFF!"
hahahhaahahahha
good comeback dad good one.
like god
get some new material i dont even know what that means. failll!!!!

change

i know change is inevitable and its natural but i seriously wanna give it the middle finger and big EFF YOU to change.
lame.

#2 rant of the day

pos = piece of shit

GOD.................................
so my phone is cracked? how it got cracked i dont know i dropped it on carpet? carpets not gunna crack a phone. ANYWAYS its cracked at the part where you flip it (LG VOYAGER) so its its cracked at the place where you flip it over. ANYWAYS every time i flip it, it feels like its gunna break more and more and more. so what do i do? the reasonable thing and take it into SASKTEL.
little did i know, those people are dumb. They automatically assume its physically damage, its not i dont know how you can create physically damage like that.. you'd know what i was talking about if you saw it. ANYWAYS the guy who helped me didnt wanna help me whatsoever and was being a dumb FACKER. im pissed. they said its physical damage, its not, now i have to use up my insurance i bought or pay lame as EFFFF. even though my waranty is not up. i had cell phones, i dont really get texts or recieve them nor do i talk on it. i'm thinking about putting it in the GROUND so.. RIP VOYAGE


rant.of.the.day


ps.
nicole is gay. :) THERE YA GO


what else is also gay is i work and work blows sometimes especially when i really just wanna stay home and watch lost

delicious CREME EGGS

i kinda wanna buy billions and trillions of creme eggs just so i have stock all year round.. mwhahha

i hate studying and im trying everyway to get out of it

Studying for history 30 canadian regionalism exam
why the fuck do you need this shit?
i dont care about quebec.. really. let them bitches separate..
ITS THEIR OWN FAULT

lame

so how bad is the new final destination movie? PRETTY DAMN BAD. fake to the max.
thought you should know.. DONT EVER RENT IT.


ps.
THE NOT SO LAME PART..
um season 2 of lost, ya im pretty far behind.
was amazazing

today smoday.

k well, HUELLO.
so i've came to the conclussion that justin bieber, yes i know, shush... haha is a musical genius. well at least him and SEAN KINGSTON love that big teddy bear.. hahahhahahah. but really. GOOD MUSIC coming from them.

SO TODAY i had a chem test, big epic fail right there!! And then i went to the library and fell in love with this cooking book, its all about COOKIES.( you know im gunna be in the kitchen) i was expressing my love to nicole she didnt feel the same love... i was upset about that. Then i had my check up with my doc for my toe he said it was doing fine when it certainly DOES NOT FEEL FINE!! poop hey? ANYWAYS. i guess i should be studying for history? MAYBE? i dont really give a shit about quebec soo.. i dont see why i have to learn it anyways but hey i guess i should study if i wanna graduate ( BOGUS BY THE WAY ) but you know, i also have final destination, the time travelers wife, worlds greatest dad.. WTF? and lost season 3 sitting on my table so you know what this study session might turn into....

ALSO i found out today my after grad tickets are 50$ for the graduate and 60$ for an escort.. i just wanted to say EFF THAT NOISE



hahahahhahaa
see ya later

TOE

Well, i got my toenail removed on the sides on monday, and the doctor killed the nail bed. I thought this was a good idea until 1230 last night!!! Shooting pains in my toe due to the acid killing the nail bed as its trying to grow, eff my life right? RIGHT. Anyways. I've been such a complainer about it. but it seriously is an unbearable pain, i can't even walk. ITS FRUSTRATING. Anyways its swollen, the nerves hurt i cant move it, I'm a cripple for a while.. how enjoyable right? WRONG. hey at least i got lost to watch as i lie here resting my toe.
JACK JACK JACK.
yummie! :)



ps.
i really shouldn't have gotten a blog. HAHA

waiitt.

i might have gotten it.. EUREKA!

HELP

i dont know what im doing, its frustrating